the lights goes out,
the glamour is off;
i'm all alone,
does anyone know?

the facade falls,
the masquerade ends;
i'm so forlorn,
do you even care?

my heavy heart says
it won't carry on,
my messed up mind,
is giving up hopes.

the smiles are wiped off,
my spirit's low,
no one really cares,
should i go home?

the days are long,
i can't go on.
so crestfallen,
i'm just going with the flow.

my heavy heart says
it won't carry on,
my messed up mind,
is giving up hopes.

the smiles are wiped off,
my spirit's low,
no one really cares,
should i go home?

well i don't know,
'cos it seems like nobody's home.
and everynight i cry alone,
everytime i wanna walk on,
there's just so much
that i can't carry on.
and it's so true,
this emptiness within;
everyone showing different faces to me.
i can't go on,
all hope is gone;
nobody's here to lead me home.

my heavy heart says
it won't carry on,
my messed up mind,
is giving up hopes.

the smiles are wiped off,
my spirit's low,
no one really cares,
should i go home?

copyright- jawk.

i really want to
get over you girl.
this feeling ain't right
since you're not here.

can i be there girl?
will you be coming home
tonight.
or am i gonna be the one
to cry?

i don't understand why,
i don't wanna be the one to lie.
there's just too many times
that i
feel like saying goodbye.
but at the end of the day,
i can't seem to run away.
girl when will you be back home?
'cos i'm still here waiting for you.

since august the sixth,
you've been my life.
i don't know why,
but i can kiss the world goodbye.

i know you're the one,
that i wanna spend my life with.
so hurry home girl,
'cos this is driving me so crazy.

i don't understand why,
i don't wanna be the one to lie.
there's just too many times
that i
feel like saying goodbye.
but at the end of the day,
i can't seem to run away.
girl when will you be back home?
'cos i'm still here waiting for you.

could you see all that i say is true,
can you feel all my love for you?
do you know that everything i do is for you?
when will you be home,
'cos girl i really miss you.

i really wanna say goodbye to you,
brace myself up for my life without you.
but time and time again,
everything just fade away;
i'm just so in love with you.

i don't understand why,
i don't wanna be the one to lie.
there's just too many times
that i
feel like saying goodbye.
but at the end of the day,
i can't seem to run away.
girl when will you be back home?
'cos i'm still here waiting for you.

so many times i thought i made it through,
i'm able to spend my life without you.
but time and time again,
i'm proven wrong again.
will i ever move away?
can i ever just fade away?
this is too much for me to bear,
baby girl tell me what to do..

what to do..

i don't understand why,
i don't wanna be the one to lie.
there's just too many times
that i
feel like saying goodbye.
but at the end of the day,
i can't seem to run away
.girl when will you be back home?
'cos i'm still here waiting for you.

copyright- jawk.

sometimes i say words that i don't mean to,
sometimes i act like i'm aloof.
sometimes i pretend i don't need you,
and sometimes i cry myself to sleep at night.

sometimes it seems as if everything's alright,
sometimes it's like you're still a part of my life.
sometimes i just smile to hide the pain,
and sometimes i just cry myself to sleep at night.

so many times i still hurt inside,
so many times i cry at night,
so many times i let chances pass me by;
so many times i cannot hide,
so many times i breakdown and cry,
so many times i wish that you were still mine.

sometimes it seems like the world is against me,
sometimes even music beats makes me think of you.
sometimes late in the night i wish i was holding you tight,
and sometimes i can't help but cry at night.

so many times i still hurt inside,
so many times i cry at night,
so many times i let chances pass me by;
so many times i cannot hide,
so many times i breakdown and cry,
so many times i wish that you were still mine.

bridge:

i can't take this no more,
i don't care what you might think of me anymore.
'cos it's too much to bear,
i don't understand,
how you can just walk away;
like i was never there.

everything i did,
it was all for you,
oh baby can't you see that
it's true?
everything i said,
i will only say to you;
why baby did you leave,
was i not good enough for you?

did i not do what you wished me to?
why did you just turn and walk away,
how could you just end it all;
once and for all.
couldn't i do anything
at all?

so many times i still hurt inside,
so many times i cry at night,
so many times i let chances pass me by;
so many times i cannot hide,
so many times i breakdown and cry,
so many times i wish that you were still mine.

copyright- jawk.

this is about how we met,
how everything fell in place.
how those feelings came about,
how did we both began.

it all happened one afternoon,
i was minding my business,
with lotsa work to do.
my bro asked me out,
got a date with her girl.
i tagged along,
just to be with her.
and then it happened,
cupid shot his arrows,
my heart fluttered;
i seem hysterical.

that smile on your face,
oh damn i'm so amazed;
how could an angel
actually descend onto earth?
so i tried ways and means,
to know you girl.
like ask my bro's date,
information on you love.
and then we began dating,
people said it was impossible;
and we made it happened,
we showed them the obvious.

we were so in love,
so entangled with each other.
we don't need the world,
just us,
each other.
a year went by,
lotsa shit happened.
but we hanged on tight
through all those obstacles.

we had plans for our future together;
we were gonna fulfil them altogether.
you were gonna be a designer,
and me, a singer.
so we were two happy lovebirds,
we were meant for each other.
and then it all happened,
my world started to crumble.

we began quarrelling,
we drifted apart.
kisses and hugs,
became no more then tears.
two hearts as one,
was broken and shattered.
and finally with too much to bear,
we both disappeared.

all those memories,
all those words.
those dreams and aspiration.
vanished from the world.
we're no longer one,
just two individuals;
but i'm still so caught up,
in the past of us girl.

so here i am,
penning down in words;
i miss you so much,
just wanna let you know girl;
you had been the one for me,
the only one i loved.
i don't wanna make-believe,
that you're still here.

but i want you to be happy,
no matter what girl.
i wish you all the best,
and i hope you think of me still;
of the past,
of how we met;
of how once we both used to rock each other's world..
like that.

p.s: i love you so much girl.

copyright- jawk.