I can't pretend I'm not hurting,
'Cos the feelings inside
They betray me.
At the same time,
I'm smiling instead of crying;
Or perhaps inside of me it's already showering.

A part of me feels happy for you,
A part of me is ripping apart.
I never knew emotions like these do exist,
I used to laugh and think it was silly.
Now I know this much is true,
And I know I still so very much love you.

I can't convey my message well,
Probably I shouldn't even try.
A part of me died when I saw you in his arms,
A part of me feels the bliss you are in.
I'm so torn between my emotions,
And it's all because of you.

Those words you whispered,
And declared out loud.
They ripped my heart inside out.
Those words once belonged to me,
And now I can only bask in those memories.

Mixed emotions,
Happiness and unhappiness.
Mind over matter,
Heart over thoughts.

I can't convey my message well,
Probably I shouldn't even try.
A part of me died when I saw you in his arms,
A part of me feels the bliss you are in.
I'm so torn between my emotions,
And it's all because of you.

I just can't help myself,
I do think of you.
I still feel for you,
But I'm happy for you.
A part of me is sinking in,
A part of me is creeping out.
I'm driving myself insane
Without you in my everyday.

I can't convey my message well,
Probably I shouldn't even try.
A part of me died when I saw you in his arms,
A part of me feels the bliss you are in.
I'm so torn between my emotions,
And it's all because of you.

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