Ja-Rei.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Emptiness,
The lost feeling,
The angriness,
I can't deny it.
Why must things be this way,
I can't comprehend it.
Someone save me,
Save us,
Don't leave me hanging all by myself.

I feel so broken up,
When you're down and out.
I feel so shattered and torn,
Knowing you feel all alone.
How can they understand?
They don't feel what I feel,
They don't know what I feel;
They can't feel what I feel now.

Don't wanna feel the way I feel tonight,
Don't want you there when you can be by my side.
How many obstacles do I have to cross till you're by my side.
Why can't I be with you,
I wanna be with you,
Can you say it's all true too?

Ripped apart,
By this feeling inside.
Trampled on,
When I know she's by your side.
The feeling deep inside,
They don't subside,
Why can't I seem to find an escape route.

How can anyone feel the way I feel,
They don't know how I feel what I feel.
They don't feel what I feel,
They can't feel what I feel now.

Don't wanna feel the way I feel tonight,
Don't want you there when you can be by my side.
How many obstacles do I have to cross till you're by my side.
Why can't I be with you,
I wanna be with you,
Can you say it's all true too?

Shaken by the fact,
You're never gonna be here.
Shaken by the fact,
I'm just a twerp in denial.
Shaken by the fact,
You're not gonna be my girl.
Shaken by the fact,
The fact that you are not here.

Don't wanna feel the way I feel tonight,
Don't want you there when you can be by my side.
How many obstacles do I have to cross till you're by my side.
Why can't I be with you,
I wanna be with you,
Could you say it's true too?

copyright-Jawk


9:58 AM


Saturday, September 10, 2005

Once again,
I'm the fool again,
Played again,
Like a toy again.
I hate this feeling,
I hate this thought,
Please leave me,
Don't make me,
Stay on.

Cos I'm just a dreamer,
All I ever do is dream.
Living in my fantasy,
Reaching hard for you.
Wanting you so badly,
Feeling you so crazy,
But all I am,
Is a fool,
The fool again.

Thought of you,
Holding hands with her.
Thoughts like this,
Don't do me any good.
Been the fool I am,
Just feeling this,
I don't know what I'm doing,
Just wanna be there for you.

Cos I'm just a dreamer,
All I ever do is dream.
Living in my fantasy,
Reaching hard for you.
Wanting you so badly,
Feeling you so crazy,
But all I am,
Is a fool,
The fool again.

I could never fathom,
What was it with me that was not good for you.
I could never understand,
Everything I did was for you,
So what is it that you can't see?

And I'm dreaming again,
All I ever do is dream.
And I want so badly,
To hold you in my embrace..

Cos I'm just a dreamer,
All I ever do is dream.
Living in my fantasy,
Reaching hard for you.
Wanting you so badly,
Feeling you so crazy,
But all I am,
Is a fool,
The fool again.

copyright-Jawk.


10:41 AM


Thursday, September 01, 2005

My thoughts are locked,
The words are bottled,
There's nothing left to be spoken,
Just the traces and the past that lingers.
My world is torn,
My life is messed up.
I'm just one big ball of screwed ups.

Does anyone feel what I feel,
The wounds, they don't seem to heal.
Can anyone fathom this feeling deep within,
What a twerp I have been,
Still living in my fantasy.

My eyes are teary,
The suppressed wanna be let out,
There's nothing left to be seen,
Just the broken heart and the spinning thoughts.
My world is torn,
My life is a mess.
I'm nothing but a big ball of screwed ups.

Does anyone feel what I feel,
The wounds, they don't seem to heal.
Can anyone fathom this feeling deep within,
What a twerp I have been,
Still living in my fantasy.

Evasion, the thought crosses my mind;
From time to time,
I just wanna let the world pass me by.
I'm non-existent,
Just another make-believe.
Why am I so big on the outside,
But I feel so small on the inside.

I just can't fathom..

Does anyone feel what I feel,
The wounds, they don't seem to heal.
Can anyone fathom this feeing deep within,
What a twerp I have been..

Does anyone truly understand this feeling deep within;
The wounds don't heal,
Can someone please release me.
I'm bottled,
So suppressed by these emotions.
I'm just a big ball of screws ups,
I wanna run away.
I wanna run away..

Does anyone feel what I feel,
The wounds, they don't seem to heal.
Can anyone fathom this feeling deep within,
I don't wanna be the twerp I've always been.

copyright-Jawk


1:22 PM



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