Flipping thru the pages of our memories,
Thinking back,
Back on you and me.
Read through written journals of friends and family,
It dawned on me you had already decided to leave.

I was a fool back then,
I didn't see it through.
The facts were staring at me,
But I choose to turn a blind eye.
Now the truth comes haunting,
I'm bitten,
Bitten by reality.

You were no angel of mine,
Not a princess, not my type.
I was blinded and taken in by your words.
The words they start spinning,
Fogging up my memories.
I make-believe that you're still here with me,
But I am a just fool,
I was blinded by you.

Taken aback by the truth,
I travelled back in time.
Those times we spent,
That beautiful image of you,
How could all these be only an illusion,
Why did I not heed the signs.

Deluding myself,
I'm just been naive,
I make believe there's a reason somehow;
I took the blame,
Felt the fault was mine;
But the truth keeps huanting me,
I'm falling, I've fallen.

You were no angel of mine,
Not a princess, not my type.
I was blinded and taken in by your words.
The words they start spinning,
Forming the truth;
I was a fool,
I was blinded by you.

You were no angel of mine,
Not a princess, not my type.
I was blinded and taken in by your words.
The words they start spinning,
Fogging up my memories.
I made-believe you're still here with me,
But I am a fool,
I was blinded by you.

I'm just a living tool.

copyright - Jawk